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Trying to hold together
The pieces of our lives
We exploded into each other
Now so intertwined

What is yours and What is mine
How you feel, I can't divine
I lost my translator
Over the course of time

Searching Desperately, Cannot Find
I'll do anything, to keep you mine
Not really mine, but in my life
I'll face the armies of life's strife

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Two lives, so similar yet divergent
Two paths become one, just to fork around the bend
Two lives together, now shooting off in opposite directions

It takes all my strength to ignore you
To ignore the pain, as I realize
I'm walking this path alone. Again

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If you love someone love someone let them go...
Bullshit!

If you love someone hold on to them! Fight for them!
Give them your all, till your dying breath!
This isn't Hollywood, this is real.
Hearts are broken and forever shattered,
by those who are too weak.

Face that fire, head on.
Let it temper you, let it forge your feelings.
Let the trials you face be your bond
Don't subscribe to this new romance,
There are no rules, just us.

Life is not a romance novel
Love is not a romance novel
I am not a romance novel
I will always love you,
But I will not be your Jacob Black

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Sleep descends at the apex of discovery
I chase you through the corners of my dreams
I awake from this dream, burnt out, empty
The charred remains from last night still smolder,
 one memory remains, burning bright
That ember glows with hope, undying, stalwart
against the fierce forces of my mind

I look at it sadly, you smile back at me
and I dump a bucket of water on it, and walk away

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So much to be said, So much never said, So much I will never say.

Hiding the pain I feel inside. Watching you move on so you'll be happy.

Never letting on how what once was love,

slips into nothingness, and the creep of the pitch black overwhelms.

Out of the darkness, a fiery bolt! Then two, three!

Flung straight to my heart, igniting the hate.

The burning lack of compassion overwhelms my sanity

The walls crumble.

I will continue to smile and be warm,

but the warmth comes from the fire of our burning memories

Filling the furnace that drives me, pushes me, tempers me

Forges me into this empty shell of my former self

I stand alone

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He sits, head in hands, rubbing the hair off his head.

His eyes; red and dry, his cheeks; moist and slack

His face emits no feelings, his words betray him

"It does not matter to me if you love me not,

You have my heart, and I cannot love another."

He stands, shoulders sagging, head bowed.

The full weight of realization crushing

He vanishes into the darkness